"There is love of course. And then there's life, its enemy."
--Jean Anouilh
So, it's been three weeks since I started my temp job. I don't hate it. I'm grateful for the opportunity and I've been soaking in the city life I've been missing for awhile now. Century 21 and Starbucks less than 100 feet away. I'm in heaven right? Kinda sorta. I'm maintaining. I'm super tired, but otherwise I'm alright. Everything will fall into place soon enough.
I saw a psychic last week. I didn't really have any specific questions for her. I just let her tell me what she had to tell me. What she told me wasn't much of a shocker. She said that romantically I am going to be involved with someone long term, but it won't last too long. Also, the guy isn't someone from my past, he's "not ready to show himself to me yet". Figures. Story of my life. I guess I have a big "Alone" sticker on my forehead. Like Tamia says in her song "Love and I" I wish love wasn't necessary. I wish my life could be complete with a career that I enjoy. Why does it have to include love which complicates things? Why am I made to feel empty because I don't have love in my life?
Anyhoo, things are good. I've been trying to come up with the best way to launch my company. I've got a lot of ideas and I've made a lot of progress so far. I think this temp job may last awhile. The pay isn't what I expected (or deserve) but it's better than nothing...for now. I'm still looking for a more permanent and better gig. I'll keep you updated on my progress.
Ooh got some cute Cavalli shades and some cute YSL ones. Also scored a really hot Betsey Johnson clutch.
I'm off right now to the A&R Power Summit at SOB's. I'm going alone, that's a challenge in itself, but I'll be able to do some good networking I think. Wish me luck. Ooh and guess what? I've got a photo shoot on the 28th. I'll finally get to fulfill my supermodel fantasy. For a few hours at least.
Ciao bellas!
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